I am a failure?

Ashish Malhotra
3 min readOct 2, 2019

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In all my life, half of my life I went through hardships. Especially when I left my home for graduation with a determination that one day I will make my parent proud. But I never think it took so long and life will turn like this to me. After 3 years when I passed out of my college, my determination remain same. I started struggle for a job in the particular field. Soon I get a job as a helicopter mechanic. After one year of experience I never feel like a helicopter mechanic. It all was so much show off. Then I moved to Delhi for my new job as an aircraft mechanic.

All my family and relatives went so happy to hear that I got a new job and the main difference is in pay scale. That was far better then the old job. One year has passed in that job. Now the time to renew my contract but the manager was not happy with my skills so I need to move out. But on very next day I got the same job in another big company but the pay scale was very low. I can’t able to pay my rent. I don’t know the reason of low pay scale but I accepted the offer and started working there. I was working very hard on field and also on theory part but after 7 months they told me to leave because there is no vacancy for regular employee. It goes on with two more companies and they also didn’t pay me. Thereafter I left that field and moved to Bangalore.

Till that point you must felling that I am failure because I simply give up and left that field. But…

In the above picture, I and my teammates was meeting with Dr. Mahesh Sharma, former Civil Aviation minister. I raise the issue of exploitation before leaving the work field. Due to that so many employees and students joined me and helped each other to take out the solution of this exploitation going in the work field. This brings revolution. Soon we get a solution that our course which is specialization has been promoted to graduation so that anyone can do job anywhere.

But still I have nothing in my pocket to run my livelihood. Parents also went zero on balance. What next!

In the above picture, I am counseling students in one of the Bangalore school. As I left the work field in Delhi and moved to Bangalore, there I decided to aware the students about the facts of life, their responsibilities and how we can make a better society. But for all that I left my new job in Bangalore. And this time my parents stood against me. As we have nothing in our pockets for run our livelihood. I felt my priority to aware the students so that they will not exploit each other.

We have created mess into our system and still we are looking for someone else come and solve our problems may be the prime minister and may be the other politician.

How much social worker we want to sacrifice their life for the betterment of our society?

Why don’t we understand we are the problem of our system. At least we have to do our duty honestly so that people like me can run their livelihood.

As I said, I am a failure because I am the solution not the problem.

Ashish Malhotra

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Ashish Malhotra
Ashish Malhotra

Written by Ashish Malhotra

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